I was one of those children who spent much of her childhood indoors. Me in my youth. I've wondered what my life would've been like had I been encouraged to go outdoors more. However, if I'm taking responsibility for myself, I'll say instead, I've wondered what my life would have been like had I voluntarily … Continue reading The Ultimate Mother
A quote says it's not whole death we often seek, but the death of the parts of the self that hurts. As I see it, we all have versions of the self based on experiences and ideas. Some call that ego, I'll call it self. It's easier to want to destroy the parts of ourselves … Continue reading Self Destruct
Recently I realized how much I let go in the name of being accepted by my partner or in the excuse of having a child. Putting these flaws on pause for a lil while was okay, to rest my heart and head in the receptive coziness of unconditional love. But, I'm a creature with a … Continue reading Growing Beyond Acceptance
Shadow work always sounded like some weird voodoo black magic thing. The same way you have an untouchable but physically present shadow that goes often ignored and unnoticed, the same goes for this ~mysterious shadow self, the self that gets the same treatment. I thought being a "good girl" meant I was absent of and … Continue reading Shadow Self
It's around 4am when I wake up coughing. I want to ignore the disturbance and go back to sleep, but I hear my higher self telling me to get the hell up and drink water. I bat away my usual thoughts that I'm dehydrated as I wiggle my arm from under my little one's head. … Continue reading Algorithms Attempt to Mimic God
At the risk of losing everything, I write this and I write it in rage, love, passion, cynicism, cold and open heartedness, disgust, joy, despair, positivity, and in the open ended passive aggressive most dangerous four letter word, HOPE. I've never talked like this before, but I'm almost at done point. I'm absolutely tired of … Continue reading My Most Important Post So Far
A title fit for social death and the stripping of social credibility. Oh well. Here goes. Why do we love the idea that people might be secretly working together to control and organise the world? Because we don't like to face the fact that our world runs on a combination of chaos, incompetence and confusion. … Continue reading Embracing The Conspiracy Theorist In Me
The mind 🧠 protects the heart 💚 at all the costs. Read below or listen. To all my people out there who think a lot, our mind is doing its job... but in overtime. The mind deserves peace, too, or it's gonna get tired. The mind wants to be focused on our expansion rather than … Continue reading The Mind Protects The Heart At All Costs
This is very different from what I usually write, but I feel it's just as important to drop this kind of thing onto the page. It may read a little dense or a little familiar. Try listening to the audio version, too. The other morning I woke up and immediately knew I was not feeling … Continue reading Thought Energy, A Theory
I've never been a big fan of the sea, the ocean, the beach. I couldn't swim so it felt silly to spend hours wallowing in the shallow end. One time I almost drowned and no one realized it or even cared when I told the story. I wouldn't say I was traumatized by it. Listen … Continue reading I Am Nothing
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