The Ultimate Mother

I was one of those children who spent much of her childhood indoors. Me in my youth. I've wondered what my life would've been like had I been encouraged to go outdoors more. However, if I'm taking responsibility for myself, I'll say instead, I've wondered what my life would have been like had I voluntarily … Continue reading The Ultimate Mother

The Truth About Writer’s Block

The creative well withinDrains and dries when lies begin.It's the original artist's sin."CREATIVE PIECES", A MIND FULL OF COLOR If you're experiencing writer's block (or any artistic block) and can't figure out why, I'll tell you the truth: it's because you're lying. Before 14 years old, I was writing like it was my job with … Continue reading The Truth About Writer’s Block

My First Two Piece Swimsuit at 30 Years Old

If you would have told me the first time I'd wear a legit two piece swimsuit was 10 months post partum, I would have laughed at you for the rest of my life. Yet here I am.I suppose I'll take you to the beginning.I was young, maybe around 10, with full awareness I was not … Continue reading My First Two Piece Swimsuit at 30 Years Old

Algorithms Attempt to Mimic God

It's around 4am when I wake up coughing. I want to ignore the disturbance and go back to sleep, but I hear my higher self telling me to get the hell up and drink water. I bat away my usual thoughts that I'm dehydrated as I wiggle my arm from under my little one's head. … Continue reading Algorithms Attempt to Mimic God

My Most Important Post So Far

At the risk of losing everything, I write this and I write it in rage, love, passion, cynicism, cold and open heartedness, disgust, joy, despair, positivity, and in the open ended passive aggressive most dangerous four letter word, HOPE. I've never talked like this before, but I'm almost at done point. I'm absolutely tired of … Continue reading My Most Important Post So Far

Embracing The Conspiracy Theorist In Me

A title fit for social death and the stripping of social credibility. Oh well. Here goes. Why do we love the idea that people might be secretly working together to control and organise the world? Because we don't like to face the fact that our world runs on a combination of chaos, incompetence and confusion. … Continue reading Embracing The Conspiracy Theorist In Me

2020 Vision

Maybe you're like me, someone who believes there will be a shift in consciousness in 2020. You might have felt the shift already happening in and/or around you last year. After all, 2020 is a symbolic number, one denouncing the clear and sharp vision of 20/20. 2020 is considered an angel number, one containing divine … Continue reading 2020 Vision

Birthday

Since today is my birthday, no happy birthdays needed, I figure as with all other holidays or holiday type celebrations, I'd question why we do it. Before all that, why am I kinda hating on birthdays? Happy Birthday The sentiment of holidays don't bother me exactly, it's the generic, robotic, auto obligatory, and consumeristic parts … Continue reading Birthday

The Justification of Millennial Entitlement

At this point, we've all seen something that says Gen Y/Millennials (1981-1996, 23-38 years old) are entitled. We're this between generation of so many country and world transitions, ones threatening to divide the entire planet. We're constantly bridging old thought with new perspective like a proper peace keeper. It feels as if we're the krazy … Continue reading The Justification of Millennial Entitlement