Posting Kids Online

I knew very early in my pregnancy I didn't want to post any (overt) pictures of my child online the way most people do. I'm not writing this to condemn any parent because I understand firsthand parental judgment is real. If anything I'm on the other side of the screen like a glutton loving all … Continue reading Posting Kids Online

1 Hour Daily Meditation for 2 Weeks

When my partner said I'd be a different person and I wouldn't even really remember who I was if I meditated an hour a day for 2 weeks, I excitedly proclaimed, "I'll do it!" He's prone to some exaggeration, but he's done enough meditation to qualify as someone I'd listen to - though I didn't … Continue reading 1 Hour Daily Meditation for 2 Weeks

The Experience

... and then I left my body. I hadn't known nothingness before. My senses couldn't detect anything. If time was here, I didn't know how much of it came and went. I felt, thought, and imagined nothing about the nothingness. Then the stillness moved. The darkness penetrated so deep it became bright, black sunlight. The … Continue reading The Experience

Alone | AllOne

I've long misunderstood aloneness. I've gone through periods of being alone and thought I truly got what it was about: being by myself.  My most alone time was living in my own apartment in my early twenties for about two years. I loved my place, especially when I looked back at all my former living … Continue reading Alone | AllOne

Maui? Wowie!

Aloha. There were chickens. Chickens and roosters everywhere. From gas stations to restaurants, these feathered birds roamed freely and would walk up to you for food. I also saw wild cats running across the street to ones living in the state park by the beach cozying up to humans for food. There were more white … Continue reading Maui? Wowie!

Heroic Villain

Louise Hay says we sent ourselves back into this reality as this manifestation for a reason. I just have to remember what I wanted me to know I was wailing about the inconsequential feeling surrounding my existence. How astrologically doomed I am being left brained. I feel I have to accept somehow I'll never ascend … Continue reading Heroic Villain