The Ultimate Mother

I was one of those children who spent much of her childhood indoors. Me in my youth. I've wondered what my life would've been like had I been encouraged to go outdoors more. However, if I'm taking responsibility for myself, I'll say instead, I've wondered what my life would have been like had I voluntarily … Continue reading The Ultimate Mother

My Most Important Post So Far

At the risk of losing everything, I write this and I write it in rage, love, passion, cynicism, cold and open heartedness, disgust, joy, despair, positivity, and in the open ended passive aggressive most dangerous four letter word, HOPE. I've never talked like this before, but I'm almost at done point. I'm absolutely tired of … Continue reading My Most Important Post So Far

2020 Vision

Maybe you're like me, someone who believes there will be a shift in consciousness in 2020. You might have felt the shift already happening in and/or around you last year. After all, 2020 is a symbolic number, one denouncing the clear and sharp vision of 20/20. 2020 is considered an angel number, one containing divine … Continue reading 2020 Vision

Cyclepath

The light drained from the sky, mountains, trees, buildings, and the sea, opening the portal of night with orange hues gradually darkening to black. The lights of man twinkled on one by one across homes, buildings, and streets just as the stars dotted the black sky. I didn't see the weekday sunset as usual. Instead … Continue reading Cyclepath

I Don’t Want My Pre Pregnancy Body Back

I understand the sentiment and get what people are reaching for when they say they want their pre pregnancy body (PPB) back, but I don't want mine back. Past is Past My PPB was amazing! I took for granted how well I typically felt until morning sickness took over. I also didn't recognize how amazing … Continue reading I Don’t Want My Pre Pregnancy Body Back

The Weight of Body Positivity

I'm one of those women with a sort of... in between body type. I can’t claim fat or skinny though both have been pushed on me. For most of my life, I've mostly been, let’s say, average. Labels, Labels, Labels. Many people are worried about correctness of body labels. There isn't a word for us … Continue reading The Weight of Body Positivity

Before There Was Time

Before there was Time, all of the Present accepted itself as subject to Change. There was no reason to look behind or forward, to have a Past or Future. The Present was always enough and if not, Change would come. It always did. All Souls had Faith in Change and it's Mother, the Universe. Nonetheless, … Continue reading Before There Was Time

Alone | AllOne

I've long misunderstood aloneness. I've gone through periods of being alone and thought I truly got what it was about: being by myself.  My most alone time was living in my own apartment in my early twenties for about two years. I loved my place, especially when I looked back at all my former living … Continue reading Alone | AllOne

Heroic Villain

Louise Hay says we sent ourselves back into this reality as this manifestation for a reason. I just have to remember what I wanted me to know I was wailing about the inconsequential feeling surrounding my existence. How astrologically doomed I am being left brained. I feel I have to accept somehow I'll never ascend … Continue reading Heroic Villain