My First Two Piece Swimsuit at 30 Years Old

If you would have told me the first time I'd wear a legit two piece swimsuit was 10 months post partum, I would have laughed at you for the rest of my life. Yet here I am.I suppose I'll take you to the beginning.I was young, maybe around 10, with full awareness I was not … Continue reading My First Two Piece Swimsuit at 30 Years Old

Algorithms Attempt to Mimic God

It's around 4am when I wake up coughing. I want to ignore the disturbance and go back to sleep, but I hear my higher self telling me to get the hell up and drink water. I bat away my usual thoughts that I'm dehydrated as I wiggle my arm from under my little one's head. … Continue reading Algorithms Attempt to Mimic God

Silhouette

The silhouette 👤, the darkness, the shadow of it all is that it isn't always easy, fun, or beautiful to care for self, a new soul, and a partner plus the relationship dynamic between the three: motherhood, being a partner, and the son and father bond, plus how all three fits together as one. Listen … Continue reading Silhouette

Conspiratorist, Extremist

The more I share my opinions and thoughts, the more self conscious I feel. My mind is always telling me how much of a conspiratorist and extremist I appear to be in other people's minds. Off grid living? Natural birth? Veganism? Unmarried and pregnant? Pro unschooling? My mind tries to convince me I'm a total … Continue reading Conspiratorist, Extremist