I was definitely that kid who read plenty and for fun. This changed during my college years because time for fun reading was limited and I convinced myself I was not a writer anyway. If I was no writer, I was no reader. Like most, I resorted to watching TV and going to the movies … Continue reading “Unfu*k Yourself”, a Review
When my partner said I'd be a different person and I wouldn't even really remember who I was if I meditated an hour a day for 2 weeks, I excitedly proclaimed, "I'll do it!" He's prone to some exaggeration, but he's done enough meditation to qualify as someone I'd listen to - though I didn't … Continue reading 1 Hour Daily Meditation for 2 Weeks
The more I share my opinions and thoughts, the more self conscious I feel. My mind is always telling me how much of a conspiratorist and extremist I appear to be in other people's minds. Off grid living? Natural birth? Veganism? Unmarried and pregnant? Pro unschooling? My mind tries to convince me I'm a total … Continue reading Conspiratorist, Extremist
I've finally hit another writing breakthrough. I've learned a lot the last few years about not pushing something when I'm not feeling it. Waiting for the feeling comes with many moments of questioning myself and a plethora of negative thoughts. I'm here... I think. Am I just being lazy? I'm probably being lazy. Am I … Continue reading Creative Writing to Come.
The wonder has captured me, frozen me in something worse than time: indecision. What else could poison your entirety more than the stillness between? The hesitation found when there's a choice between two? We feel doing nothing is better sometimes, but nothing supports one side, or is it a separate side sometimes? A third option … Continue reading Epiphany
We live backwards - Trails of regrets Following us ominously. Let's live forwards - Trails of possibilities Ahead of us auspiciously. Why do I worry? Most of the time, a great 90-98%, my worries don't come true. Even the times they do, I get through it anyway. I'm not receiving some reward for the most … Continue reading Living Forward
The purpose of this blog, dearest self, is for you to fill it up with your unemcumbered thoughts. Instead we've managed a plataeu, a stalemate. Aren't you supposedly writebrained? Where is the writing?! Oh, I see. You've found yourself veggie bacon wrapped up in another excuse, another reason preventing you from making time. You've embarked … Continue reading Write On, Self. Right On.